If I Hear It Again I'll Scream

Let me just say, Nikolas is a grown man. Meaning he should be responsible for his actions. All his actions. Sleeping with his brother fiance, ignoring his son, disrespecting his brother, ignoring his son. And I'm sure the list can go on. And you see my point from the few I posted already.

So i am going to say if I hear that Nikolas is only acting the way he is because of Emily's death I will scream. I am sorry but that is a load of BULL SHIT. I was a Nikolas and Emily fan, they were great. But the women died in 2007, it's now 2010 I'm sorry but these are his action now. He needs to own up to them and stop hiding behind Emily's death. (No disrespect to anyone who lost a loved one) But I know at least in soaps getting close to three years after the death of someone, you aren't still grieving. What life is that if you are still grieving over a loved one? Why not life your life? We all deal with love and lost, don't mean we have to grieve forever.

And Honestly the only reason I believe that Nikolas and Emily and Emily's death was brought up so much was because Natty came back. Other wise I'm sure Emily would have been and after lot. Like Courtney, like Georgie, Like Cooper, Jessie, Zander, Stan, and the list goes on. But no Emily death is mentioned every time to justify what Nikolas is doing and how he is acting. But you know what is needs to stop. Emily is dead she is gone and Nikolas, Liz, Lucky, no one can bring her back.

So can we stop using Emily's death to justify everything Nikolas does. because what's next Nikolas or someone else is going to say oh Nikolas is still grieving over Emily, Spencer that is why he can't play with you. But you'll make plenty of friends at boarding school. Be sure to write, but don't expected to get letters back or any kid of contact from Nikolas till he's done grieving over Emily.

I can see it now

Spencer: When will that be?
Someone: We don't know. No go with Alfred he'll make sure everything is settled
Spencer: Can I say goodbye to daddy
Someone: Sorry he's still grieving
*Spencer walks away all sad*

And perfect idea in my head, Spencer gets sent to boarding school, come back aged again. (Cause he's been aged, de-aged and aged some more) And he is out to hurt Nikolas for not paying attention to him enough. You know one of those TV kids with daddy issues. He hates his dad so much he wants nothing to do with him. If that doesn't happen I'll be surprised still Nikolas went to great length to get his son, and yet can't seem to spend any time with him. Or take him on trips. I'm sure if Rebecca wasn't around or Liz then Nikolas wouldn't have even taken Spencer to the Carnival.

Got off topic. Cause this was supposed to be about Using Emily's death to justify Nikolas and his actions and what he does.

Here is something, you know it's funny Nikolas got over Courtney's death in less then a year. He actually moved on with his life, and gained a son to love and care for. And Emily dies and Nikolas can't get over it at all. He rather die to be with her, then be with his son. He chooses to be with her twin sister because she looks just like her. And now trying to get with her best friend because he claims if anything she reminds him the most of his dead Emily. Elizabeth that is your cue to run and run fast.

Though it's funny for a little bit after Emily finally vanished Nikolas was moving on with his life in 2008. There was hope for him. And Nadine just made him light up. Rebecca, Emily's twin show up and bam he's back into Emily why'd you leave me, Emily I can't live with out you. Emily I'm going to screw you twin because she looks like you. Emily I'm going to screw your best friend and screw over my brother because she the closest thing I have to you. And I'm going to say I love you to her, but My I loves you me nothing less they are you to. Because I suck at life without you.

Just please let Nikolas own up to his action and let everyone let Nikolas own up to his actions. Because Emily isn't and excuse anymore. It's just a plot point. Just let Emily because what the rest of the Kid characters are, plot points. Because if they are going to be using Emily as more then they have to use Georgie too. Because Georgie is the daughter of Felicia and Frisco and shouldn't be dead to begin with. But that is a rant for another day. So just let Emily rest because I will scream if another person Justifies Nikolas's action with he is grieving over Emily. Because he's not. He Know full well WHAT THE FUCK HE IS DOING!!!

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My Christmas Present To You???

Okay first going to talk about the crappiness that is Nikolas.... and then totally going to gush about Three great things that happen on Gh today, LnL2 Family moment, Solivia family moment and Chad's return to GH. Short and sweet and wished there was more.

First Nikolas, I used to love NEM really I did, but this whole Emily being dead thing is so played out. Since I have started watching Emily has been the most mentioned dead person. The other was Stone and Lila, But they weren't trashed upon. Because they weren't talked about every twelve seconds. But something tells me that Emily won't have been mentioned so much if Natty hadn't returned in the first place. Seeing how Alan has been forgotten, Georgie has been forgotten. Besides a few mentions for plot points. They aren't remembered anymore.

But Emily is. She's like the whole reason for the crap that is Nikolas and Liz. For me honestly what would of made more sense is if Elizabeth turned to Nikolas when Liz found out Lucky was having an affair with Maxie, because Nikolas was there for her. He helped her out when she needed it and she told him things she'd only tell a friend or family. So that would of made a bit more sense back in 2006... but now 2009 this storyline just came out of no where? Liz and Lucky where happy, Nikolas was happy with Rebecca. And then suddenly Nikolas and Liz have feelings for one an other over a drunken kiss? It's like freaking Johnny and Olivia falling in love for a drunken ONS. So freaking Random. Then the truth comes out about Rebecca and bam Nikolas is all about getting into Elizabeth's pants to cure his pain. Bull shit, it's a bunch of crap.

And now Nikolas is all about I saw what a great family Liz and Lucky are, it's not right to bring them down because of my problems. Though I love Liz so much I can't be with her (though I'm really not going to stop trying to)... And baby my Christmas present to you is to be better. Please spare me the loud of funking crap Nikolas. We all know just because you said it doesn't mean it's going to happen. In fact the moment you and Elizabeth are along you two are going to be taring off each others clothes. Only Elizabeth's going to back out and your going to be saying no this right. It's right because we care about each other. But we also care about Lucky too. So least screw him over some more. Because that is what real love is. Screwing over the people you love most.

And another thing.. Nikolas if you claim to love Emily so much. Which is the reason you wanted to die them be with you son, to the women you one claimed to love so much. Also chose to not move on with anyone. When you finally did move on you screwed her over to be with a double that looked like Emily. Eww Creepy. Then you staked her around for a while and don't deny it you did, you stalked her around. Then she finally agreed to be with you. Oh hey you find out she's coning you and you turn your back on her. She so should have said screw you Nikolas, you deserve everything you get since you so obsessed with your dead ex-wife you had to settle for her body double. And now saying the close thing to Emily really was her best friend Elizabeth, who's engaged to be married to YOUR BROTHER!!!!! .... How Emily would spit on you now Nikolas. I think she tell you fuck off and Elizabeth and her and Lucky could live happily ever after. Okay maybe that is more in my dreams, but if I could see that happen on GH I think I could say yes you suck Nikolas. Though I'd hate for Elizabeth to lose Emily, and Love Elizabeth. But really want someone to yell at her for this whole Nikolas. Even though she's feeling guilty enough. I guess that is good and better then being yelled at. I just want this storyline to end already. Nikolas to leave the Country and Lucky and Liz to live happy or Lucky turn back into Greg... I mean didn't say that. (Strike that from the record please)


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Going to shift now to the gushing. First since I was talking about Nikolas, Liz, Lucky, Emily and Rebecca. Let me just saw how amazing it was to see Chad back on screen.

Chad still has it. And him and Natty still have it. Makes me wish I saw the Chad and Amber days, because he is a talented actor and still wish he was around GH. Him and Cameron in scenes would have been love. Still sad there was no Zander and Cameron scene. It's been 5 years since Chad's been off GH and Zander never got to meet his son before being killed. I could say he's with Justus and Georgie in my they aren't really dead club. But when I first heard Chad was coming back I was soo excited because I figured there would be a Cam and Zander scene and too my disappointment there was no scene :(. First I lost my Cam and Greg scenes. (There is a picture in the banner) Greg and that little boy that plays Cameron is just too cute. I always enjoyed their scenes together. Though I have to say Jon and Cam scenes where cute today, but on to that next. I envisioned the scene in my head and it was so pretty, but no he was someone else. but at least him and natty got to do a little nod to the ZEM fans and give them a happy ending, even if they weren't really Zander and Emily. At least on Couple got a happy ending. Not much can be said about the rest lol.

But I have to gush about Liz and Lucky. After they picked up the kids and when Christmas tree hunting it was just one happy family moment. And Lucky telling him the story about his Christmas and the tree. Wither it was true or not it was the cutest thing. Lucky is about the best father and he has no kids of his own (but I still believe Jake is really his) .... He loves those boys and he doesn't have to. Grant it he is about the only father they have know really, he could have chosen not to be part of their lives, but of course Lucky would never do that and he loves them. It's so nice to see that he would do anything for them. And if Liz would stop sleeping around with Nikolas.. her and Lucky could have the perfect family. Maybe they could even adopt Spencer and raise him too (since Nikolas doesn't care to). But scenes like those make me remember why I love Liz and Lucky and why I still hang on to the hope they will someday be happy again. I just have to remind myself they been throw much already to let this be the end of them.

The other family love... since I am talking about it. Sonny, Olivia and Dante. Loved their scenes today. I was so glad I got to watch them. I was so afraid they would air on Wednesday while I was at work, but they didn't. They were so much better then I expected. The mother son banter right in front of Sonny, was just to funny. "My mother never let me in the kitchen" "maybe your mother had good reason", and them all talking about the Yankees. (not a baseball fan myself) that was to great. Loved loved the Corinthos/Falconeri Family dinner. it was better then I expected and totally makes me hope there will be more scenes of those character like these. But most more with Sonny and Olivia. But if we can get family moments as well I won't knock them down. because I love the Corinthos/Falconeri Family. (Don't care who knocks them down, I love them and that is all that matters :P)

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I Love You.... Really?

i think I threw up a little in my month when Nikolas "declared" his love for Elizabeth. Didn't he do that like in June to Rebecca? or was that July? I lost track of when they were doing when I stopped caring about Nikolas. It only really got intersted when it was reviled that Rebecca was sleeping with Ethan. Damn shame they could have been a really hott couple, yet they had to stick with Epic failure NEM2.0. And now look where they are? Nikolas doesn't even look twice at Rebecca, who he was gag gag about when she first came to town all because she looked like Emily and screwed over Nadine. Poor Nadine when he saw Rebecca you never stood a chance. Too bad Matt wasn't around to type your tears, oh wait he was, but then he got screwed over too. The potential couples and characters have are wasted for what? For a crappy love story of a Double and twin sisters ex-husband. Because that is what Nikolas was, he was and Ex-husband/Fiance. Emily and Nikolas where only engaged for what 6 hours before she was killed. By one of the worst killers... I loved Diego. It's just his reasons for killing some people, Georgie, were ridiculous. I'm sorry but if GH expects me to believe Diego would ever kill Georgie you are sadly mistaken. Diego would never and I mean never touch a hair on her head. She was the only one that actually liked him and gave him the time of day when everyone wrote him off. And then he goes and kills Georgie because she could ID him? BULL SHIT!!!!!

Sorry went on a little rant there, back to my point, if I really had one. Wait no I did it was about Nikolas telling Elizabeth he loved her. And then goes and tells Lucky after fighting with his at one time step-father. "What ever he tells you, I'm your brother and I love you". Really? because you love your brother you sleeping with his fiance. That is some sick and twisted love there Nikolas. But I think as long as you don't invite Lucky into the mix we'll step away from the sick. That would just be wrong on so many levels. Why did I just say that it's in my head now. I need to wash my brain with soap. I think I am scared for like for saying that. If you are too I am so so sorry.

I loved Luke today, calling Nikolas out and then calling him a liar. Nikolas you are sleeping with your brothers Fiance, shall we repeat that again? Your Bother's Fiance. Why would Luke even give you the time of day? Like really? You think he would. That he's just forget all about and you two could be like father and son? Not that I think they ever were that close, but they could stand to be in the same room as each other and even I think you know got along. But yeah Nikolas you tossed that out the window when you screwed over your own brother, who you claim to love, but screwing his fiance. There is that word again fiance. Funny you had one of those. Remember her? I mean after all you wanted to die for her. Forget Spencer, dead Fiance Emily was where it's at. You lived your live all about Emily for the longest time. Honestly Nadine was able to get you out of your Emily faze and screw her over and look your Emily faze is back. Shocking.

So this is my Christmas wish... who can make it come true?... it is for Nikolas to go far far away. Some where that he can't be and ubber loser.

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Dare I say?

So it’s been a long time since my last post and last time I posted I was going to talk about the Nikolas/Rebecca/ and lack there was of Lucky…. Well it’s more Liz/Lucky/Nikolas and lack there is of Rebecca. Funny how an Actor change… can changed the role in a storyline. (I have nothing against Jonathan, in fact I do like his and Becky’s version of Liz and Lucky. I’m just a bigger fan of Greg Vaughan and Him and Becky’s Liz and Lucky.)

Everyone or anyone who reads this should know I am no longer a Nikolas fan and have way to much fun bashing him. (Please note Tyler Christopher is an actor and think he’s doing a good job.) I just hate everything to do with the fictional CHARACTER Nikolas. While we are on the subject of character hate… I can’t not stand Johnny right now. I want to slap him upside his head. Where did the real Johnny Zacchara go? Hoping they can redeem him, because I miss the really Johnny.

But today I am going to be talking about the horrible Nikolas/Liz/Lucky and lack there of Rebecca Triangle plus one. And the horribleness that is Johnny and Olivia. As always don’t read if you are a fan. because these are my views and if you don’t like it I don’t care.

First Nikolas/Lucky and Elizabeth/Rebecca. Oh how did they miss a great opportunity with Rebecca. First off she’s not Emily. Kind of not liking she’s Emily’s twin and hated how thei paired her up with Nikolas first hand. NEM 2.0 Epic Failure. I loved seeing Natty and Tyler together, but honestly they only work in my eyes as Emily and Nikolas. Maybe if years went by and then paired up again it might work. Like with Kirsten and Jason (another epic Failure, because they have smoken hot chem and isn’t freakin used) …. because they were out of each other obrit for a while and then placed back and still prove they have it. That they can pull of two different Characters and still be somken hott when together. And the fact Natty wasn’t even gone a year before being ask? or coming back, it didn’t seem believe able. Then again Soaps are known for bring on twins like right after the first one died. Some times it works and same times it doesn’t. But honestly I think Nikolas had a great thing going with Nadine and then bam Nadine/Claire kicked to the curb for the epic failure that was NEM 2.0.

And now since that failed it’s on to Niz… (Can there be a name for them to make fun of them? Like Liason was Jiz, still love that lol)… This realtionship that came out of no where. I mean like really came out of no where. Liz and Nikolas have known each other since 1997 and have been friends since 1998, And yet nothing has happened with them. And nothing like 11-12 years later it’s like lets pair them up. First would like to ask and honest question… before the Tyler and Becky (Niz) Kiss early this year, (because Niz did kiss once before, when Nikolas had a crush on her in 1999/2000) … So back to my question.. before the kiss earlier this year did anyone really want to see them together? Honestly I’d like to know if anyone shipped them before they were kissing that kiss? … I will be honest and say even though I love Elizabeth and Lucky. I teased the idea of Liz and Nikolas with my friends. (But I can’t enjoy them now because I can’t stand Nikolas).

But I do understand that you can’t have a happy couple in a soap 24/7 because then it be boring. Why would people tune in 5 days a week? So they need conflict and angst and all this, but it almost has to make sense. And I just feel this while Liz and Nikolas thing just doesn’t make sense. After the kiss at Jakes. Liz was talking about getting back with Lucky and Nkolas with Rebecca. And They end up back with those too… and then Liz and Lucky are barely shown on screen… and right around the time Rebecca’s big secret comes out… wam Liz and Nikolas have feelings for each other? Maybe if there was some more build up I could see it. Or maybe if it was right after the kiss. But I mean it just came out of no where at least for me. And now they have feelings for each other, Nikolas loves her and Elizabeth, not to sure what her feelings are but all I know if I will be happy onc this big secret comes out. because honestly I don’ know how much longer I can sit and watch Nikolas proclaim his love for Elizabeth, Or how she saved him or what ever. Truly to me my Nikodine heart is shattered. It’s like she never even mattered to him. Like she was just another knoch on his belt and now he’s had Emily’s twin… now time for his brother’s ex-wife/current fiance. And i’m sure Nico fans are upset too. If you aren’t you should be. I mean come on the guy stopped giving a damn about Spencer the moment Emily died and Rebecca Entered. I mea Nadine helped his care for Spencer…. and then Rebecca shows up Spencer who? I have a son? Really?

You do not know how much I want to see Spencer all grown up and working with Helena. I would freakin love it. I mean his own father abandons him, doesn’t pay attention to him. It’s to busy trying to get into Elizabeth’s pants to care. So why can’t Helena take care of Spencer, not like Nikolas would notice Spencer was missing. It make for a great storyline, Spencer taken by Helena and raised to hate his father. Take down his own father and took over as the Prince of Grease? What is Nikolas the Prince of anyways? I don’t think I actually know or maybe I forgot it. It could bring back the Spencer/Cassadine war… which it seems to be on it’s way back anyways. It be like all those Parents worst fears dreams. that they tend to have on the soaps. Of the kid all grown up saying ‘Why didn’t you want me? Whay didn’t you love me?’ . Sorry having to much funn imaging Spencer all grown up and hating on his father for not loving him enough. If Helena can’t have him can Lucky raise him? Lucky would at least care about Spencer. I mean he’s already father to Cam and Jake and they are his (Though my my mind Jake is Lucky’s. But that is my mind, don’t hate on me for that). So what is one more kid?

Speaking of Kids… I am so pissed at Johnny right now (But damn you Brandon for being so hott). I don’t understand how Johnny could think Olivia would chose him over her own Son? I mean I’m not a mother myself, but i do know if I was Olivia I’d chose Dante over anyone I was dating if it came to protecting my son’s life. I find nothing wrong with her wanting to keep her son from dying. I can get Johnny would be mad at her for lying to her. But honestly him expecting her to chose him over Dante and tell her the truth, it’s like are you sure your okay Johnny? I kind of wish it was more of a I’m pissed you lied to me, because you wanted to keep your son safe okay I get that. But no of course not. Guess the bigger the conflict the better they think the reunion would be.

Sorry to burst your bubble, because there is no better reunion for Johnny and Olivia then to see them end it all together. Then again I guess that doesn’t make sense… but in the end Johnny and Olivia are so much better APART, then together.

I kind of lost my train of thought of where I was going. So I leave you with this for now. And if I remember will pick up where I left off on my next post.

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Moving In????

WTF????????????!!!!!!!!!

So like last week I had this whole thing in mind I was going to write up about Nikolas asking Rebecca to move in with him. And My first reaction to this was WTF??!!!…. He knew Nadine longer and yet he asks Emily’s twin in move in after dating for what like 5 weeks? Earth to Nikolas She’s not Emily. And she’s trying to scam you. You know things like the fact she’s on the phone a lot could be a clue. And the fact she ones hated you and now she is in love with you? Nikolas you are smarter then this. Listen to Elizabeth. You know your good friend since High School. She is very smart girl and knows what she’s talking about. But now you chose to listen to that tumor in your head that says Rebecca is Emily. again Earth to Nikolas… SHE’S NOT EMILY!!!!

Another thing I can’t see, to understand at all is why much this be a kick in the face to the Nikodine fans and the Nico fans. Why was it so import to put Nikolas and Rebecca together? When we as fans know that just be a punch in the face to the fans? I guess when ever you kill a couple and put a new one together it’s a kick in the face a punch in the face to the couple before that. That whole History thing, just doesn’t seem to have a meaning anymore.

And I’m reading about Nikolas and Elizabeth? WTF did that came from? Okay they had like two kisses and then Rebecca and Nikolas hooked up and Liz and Lucky got back together. So where did this whole Nikolas/Elizabeth sexual tention coming from? You work so hard to pair two couples up only to then kill them again for another two new couples? Again WITF??!!

You I’m starting to think I need to cut my losses and just stopp watching… But then something just drags me back in. “Just when I thought I was out, they pulled me back in” – can’t remember who said it. But I know it’s from a movie.

Should I even dare cross the Spixie line? Lets see…….. Thinking about it….. Still thinking about it….. Hmmmm…. Nope still thinking about it….. No we’ll still Spixie to another day, because that one just might never stop. I’ll leave you with this and come back another day.

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Double Your Plessure?

It’s not just a Gum……… So since Nikolas is such an easy target for me, I’m pulling out that target sign and placing it on his back. (For Nik Fans, but I’ve sailed away from him. Tyler is awesome… Nikolas is not)

Really The same dress that Emly died in? Really? (Pulling an SNL) Really Asking her to waltz? Really? Really A shoe left behind? Really? There is so much I want to say right now not sure where to start…. The Dress? Creepy factor. The Waltz… Just screw over Nadine and Nikolas some more….. Come on the fans do notice, we aren’t as stupid as you really believe…… and the shoe? I’m sorry right because this is Rebecca fairy tale. (I miss the old Rebcca, the Nikolas hating Rebecca, Where did you go?)

I will start with the dress. Has Nikolas gone completely mental or just realy trying to make Rebecca Emily? Because I swear that was if not the same looking dress, but the same dress Emily wore to the Black and White ball. When I saw her in I was like is Diego going to pop up and kill her now too? I mean really? That is a tad…. no sorry that is uber creepy. It was like he was trying to make Rebecca Emily and every way shape or form. I’m sorry but I have been losing repect for Nikolas and this just sent me over the edge.

“I care about you Rebecca. But if Emily showed up alive I’d leave you in a heart break. Even if you look like her you still different. I’ll just make you my sub Emily. While I make love to you I’ll think of Emily. When I look at you I’m really looking at Emily. Emily Emily Emily.” – Okay Nikolas I get you loved the women… but you’ve become a full Cassadine. Your uncle would be so proud. I mean you forgot your family… You know that LITTLE BOY YOU HAD WITH COURTNEY!!!!! (Lets just screw over those Nico Fans so more)….. Your brother and sister…. Some how when you see Lucky it’s about Rebecca and how it makes you feel…. and can’t remember the last time Nikolas had a scene with Lulu….. Lucky I can say they had scenes… Though it’s about Luke and Ethan, they still have more scenes… while Nikolas stay all alone or with the Emily double in the cave.

Oh wait I’m sorry they had scenes… for like 6 second maybe…. Lucky commented on Liz being right (thank you for finally listening) …. And Lulu supported Nikolas and Rebeca… can you say Lulu the new Rebecca and Nikolas prop. We are so proud Lulu. Julie has amazing talents, please lets not make her a prop…. please. (already killed Georgie… please give Lulu a storyline away from his horrible excuse for a half brother and his ex-love double)

And please Liz and Lucky find out that Ethan and Rebecca are working together so They can finally get together and Nikolas can dump her… or she can dump him… I’d rather she dump Nikolas… but get her away from Nikolas and in Ethan’s arms and I’ll be one happy camper and put Greg and Becky on Screen together and I’m in Heaven.

Not a rant just a praze. Johnny is not a cold hearted Zacchara thank you very much. She saved Jason life, he supposed to let him die and he saved someone who could and will kill him once he finds out his invovlment in Micheal shooting. Maybe Johnny can use this to say I saved your ass now spare mine. Truly Johnny just knew it was Claudia who set up the hit from the start, but really didn’t have any invovlment. Yet that knowing broke up Johnny and Lulu. And we get what Johnny and Olivia….. I have nothing with the age difference… I just find it wrong… Johnny is like the Enemy and Sonny is the main mob boss. I just find it wrong. For those enjoy… I don’t and won’t support it sorry. Now Johnny and Liz or Robin that is hott… Though I rather see Liz with Lucky… And blame my friend for the idea of Robin and Johnny… She loves them. I’m sorry She LOVES them. It’s all good because they are hott.

I won’t even go into the Micheal storyline… We’ll be here for weeks. I mean really? Really? It needs to end already.

I have more to say But I’ll bore you another day…

Blog It out

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